the silliest thing i've done was to share my woes.
yes, that moment i felt much better.
but the consequences, sadly, were more unbearable.
selfishness on my part, i wish soo many things did not happen. and thus, things will remain as they are. the person you once were so close with, gradually drifted apart from you. the sudden loss, the change in the entire environment. too sudden for me to adapt for the moment.
i truly miss the group of people who knows me deep down, who accepts me for who i am, who truly know what i need. maybe because they were the people who watched me grow.
as promised, i'll (try to) stay strong.
if we could just turn back time, i wont take this path again.
i wouldnt choose nus, i wouldnt choose arts. and the subsequent moves, i'll get to skip them too.
and since i cant do wonders, i shall just live with it.
pray, that miracles happen. that i see the light, the purpose of being here, and the strength that will bring me through this journey.
so long; farewell.