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Wednesday, March 21, 2007


since there's always a better alternative.
and thus, i'm the spare.

how many times i've tried to deceive myself, how many times have i tried convincing myself.

maybe it's a character flaw, and probably i wont get to know it.

this emotional blackmail, how long will it last? or rather, will it ever end?
university is making me feel worse each day. i dont get the happiness that everyone's experiencing.


maybe it's all fated.