i'm super unprepared and i'm totally occupied with the thought of skipping exams.
i've forgotten what i've read and i can see my cap plunging to a new low this semester.
(edit) everyday, i visit that same page. i look for updates, trying to understand a little more. there were so many times i wish i could see my name in that list, but never ever. sometimes i wonder if i am a busybody. maybe my concern was not needed, and off i went trying to be some great soul. am i trying too hard, just to get a step closer? maybe it has backfired, just that i'm the last to know. sometimes it's just so hard. and it's true, that ____________________________.
wrong time to think of such stuff. 1 more day in fact.
