oh mans. i keep blogging, strangely. when only 1 or 2 people know about this new space and practically i'm just typing all these for myself to read.
that's pretty retarded.
anyway. i'm pretty sad. (temporarily only) i realized i've lost the shine, this glow that a confident girl should have. everyday i look like a zombie. the smiles on the pictures simply show that i'm tired, i need rest. but somehow even if i sleep for the entire day, i STILL look like a zombie.
what has happened?!
i have no idea.
worse, i've no idea what's happening in this world. even within my og. i read the threads, i get gerald pang to decipher the underlying meanings or sacarsms in each message and when i finally understood the situation, there comes this really weird one that made me sit in front of my comp and scratch my head.
so i'm very confused, all over again. (sighs)
as people grow up to be a smarter person, a more intellectual individual, i find myself getting more retarded, more childish and my iq dropping at an exponential rate. comprehension skills drop even below the zero level. ahhhhhhh!
my actions are close to a kid's. recently, i am not worried about anything really important like my future or friendship or relationship. rather, i'm worried if i'm full. whether i need supper and what's my craving. stuffs like that.
blame it on excessive keroro. (excuses)
seriously i want my so-called shine back. i dont want to look like a zombie or an old hag at the age of 19! that's so unflattering. :(