comparison sucks, to the max. mood plunges to new low. yet it's so inevitable because somehow you need to know where you stand, relatively.
--- i could sense my dad's unhappiness, over my super happening mum. i really sympathise with him, because there's so much i could do. there are many times i think this house is too big for the 3 of us, because it feels so empty. we will always be in the different corners, doing our own stuffs. and it hurts sometimes, to see the house so dark. to me, the darkness seems to indicate some form of loneliness lingering in this house. sighh. i planned for something for father's day, and i hope it works out, somehow. -- i was reading chanfoon's blog and i seriously miss hk! i dont mind going there for SEP. grrrrrr.
