cravings.
sidenote; i'm shocked by how negativity spread. is it because it's the most effective way to seek attention, or it's just so terrible?
(edited at 6:12pm)
back from starbucks interview. i was brought aback by the requirements, and the trainings despite the really low pay rate they'll be offering during the training period. and the closing hours of course, like 2am on weekends. thank goodness it's near my place. and i've got to be emotionally strong, because the manager said alot of people broke down during the training period. :(
but the thought of making coffee is quite appealing, in some ways. i get to concoct my own drink (2 per shift). but i hate the dress code, simply because i dont have any of the clothes stated: block/white polo, BLACK bottoms, and black/brown shoes. i have to invest in all these if i get the job.
after the interview, i planned to walk around tm. i ended up at shops which i seldom patronize, like popular and times. maybe the bookworm side of me surfaced suddenly. i saw books that i wanna buy, but damn that lack of cash! and do you know i prefer hard covers to paper back? even if it costs more, and weighs more. weird weird. i bought a book on sewing from popular, and it looks pretty interesting. probably i can try on that redundant piece of cloth bought days ago!
(ooooh, and they have a few more books on sewing, of the same series! i shall go and hunt for more sewing books.)
times, i spent my time reading simple books, picture books. because there's this shelf full of peanuts (snoopy) collection on 'self-motivation' i nearly bought 2 books on impulse due to cute covers, and the illustrations.
ok, then home sweet home. the housewife-side surfaced and i went to clean the toilets (for no particular reason, really)
that's all. crunchyroll now, watching 'Attention Please'
i want to be an air stewardess! (kidding. XD)
sidesidenote; selling my adidas stan smith shoes.
hope someone in sgst buys and save me from my crisis! (prays hard)
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Dreamer
Your combination of abstract thinking, appreciation of beauty, and cautiousness makes you a DREAMER.
You often imagine how things could be better, and you have very specific visions of this different future.
Beauty and style are important to you, and you have a discerning eye when it comes to how things look.
Although you often think more broadly, you prefer comfort to adventure, choosing to stay within the boundaries of your current situation.
Your preferences for artistic works are very refined, although you vastly prefer some types and styles to others.
Though your dreams are quite vivid, you are cautious in following up on them.
You are aware of both your positive and negative qualities, so that your ego doesn't get in your way.
A sense of vulnerability sometimes holds you back, stifling your creative tendencies.
You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.
Benevolent
You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word, BENEVOLENT
You don't mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.
Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people's situations before passing any sort of judgment.
You're a good listener, and even better at offering advice.
You're concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you've never met.
Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.
Other people's feelings are important to you, and you're good at mediating disputes.
Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.
You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.