i've gotten too accustomed to appearing offline.
too used to shutting myself in my own world, refusing to open up.
maybe it's that little sense of security, that little sense of certainty, when i know everything's within my control.
(note for myself: refer to previous draft)


bbt. arranging my stuffs. happy birthday. random things. perc notes for syf. surin 04.
that's for today!
