I guarantee that there will be tough times. I guarantee that at one moment or another, one of us will want to get out. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life.
--Runaway Bride
20th :)
(edit)
watched some emo flash clips
and it just struck me.
i'm not as irrational as before.
i dont do silly things for this someone anymore.
oh sigh.
i finally plucked up some courage and talked a few nights before.
clarified some matters and realized all the guilt over these years/months was really redundant.
because things were better than what i thought it would turn out to be.
it may be a scar.
but at least i'm glad i've moved on, and you too.
no matter what, i'll be here.
hang in there.
