that moment when you came to talk to me
i knew i wont be able to do it
along the way
so much encouragement, so much assurance
i thought i could
at least some people believed that i can
now when things start to get messy
i know
i'm not that strong person you were looking for
that girl whom you thought was capable enough
you will never know my greatest fear
or maybe you will
and i'm starting to think that all of them will come true.
someone stopped me from saying this line
but i still believe that __________________________.
it's just proven over these months.
still, i've got to press on.
the show must still go on.
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i almost died
and i cant explain why.
