but i lack the courage. you are just so hard to understand.
--- sidenote; tuition has made me a sadder person. i could no longer go out with friends as frequently as before. everytime i reject a dinner date or movie date, i feel really bad. sobbss. and thanks to tuition, my weekends are gone, as my lovely tuitions are smacked right in the middle of the day. oh sighh. it's been weeks or even months since the last grocery shopping. weeks or even months since some getaway. i think i'm dropping tuitions, soon. i need time for myself. because this is the decisive semester. yeps. ---
