food for thought

when i realized i've stopped counting and waiting, i know, i've moved on.
yesterday
thankyou dinner.
loads of pictures taken, and i realized i get really high just by taking pictures and shouting everywhere. hurhur.
got little miss scatterbrain and the story is really loserish. lol.
desserts at liangseahstreet! (:
had a really good talk about almost everything under the sun in the clubroom with jeremy, remmy, manda, josh and mich who managed to listen while sleeping.
today
met iris chan mali chan and hannie the banana for lunch.
food for thought! finally.
had some pork sandwich and yummy mango cheesecake. (iris felt like a piece of cheese. lol)
their service was really good, like REALLY good.
i'm seriously considering, but not now. i need time to catch up on my studies.
roamed around bugis street and we ended up buying the same watch! mine's white and theirs are black. coolness.
i'll miss hannie! she's leaving tomorrow for england again. oh sobs. thanks for the gift!
came home and baked cupcakes. chocolate with peeenut butter frosting. yays.
and apparently didnt touch schoolwork again.
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i feel like going to denmark after reading the travel magazine! (:
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it just dawned on me that i've been living without much aim in life.
i've never had small visions, let alone big ones.
i've got loads of desires, yet i've never seen myself having the motivation and discipline to really work towards them.
i'm someone who just give up easily. i've never tried, and if i do, it's not because i'm pushing myself but rather someone else. like how i gave up on going for squash trainings, how i nearly gave up oweek, how i give up during exams sometimes, how i gave up on violin also. the only time i really worked hard was secondary four because i really really wanted to go to nj for very stupid reasons.
i always envy people and i do nothing about myself.
this really suck.
