i havent been a good student this week.
skipped 2.5 lectures.
missed a tutorial.
and failed to understand my schoolwork.
yesterday, i had a good evening.
good company since IFG.
it was almost a year ago i stood at the pool, doing the same thing like timing the swimmers and stuff. i'm still amazed by how swimmers can do butterfly.
after IFG, mich, josh, amanda and i went to sunset way for icecream. yesyes, i've been eating icecream non-stop (ever since oweek ended i guess). had brownie with honey vanilla. yummms. afterwhich, we headed down to some coffeeshop and had zi char. it's always those standard dishes, but somehow they are just heavenly. like WAHHHH. ohhh and we bought pastries from the old school bakery. i bought my ever favourite paper cupcake. the spongey one wrapped with tissue. but the stuffs there are seriously overpriced. oh well, it's old school!
yummms!i'm going to the cafe d'orient next time. it looks cool and nice! mich we must try k!
and more bitching about voldie when we reached clubroom.
bitching is scary, yet addictive. it's scary when you think of it. what if there's the bunch of people who keep bitching behind your back. omgggg.
today. it was a complete dementor attack.
i woke up at 8:30am, when my japanese tutorial was supposed to start at 8am.
i was in a state of shock for quite some time. was thinking whether to get a mc or just leave it. chose the latter in the end because i have no particular illness to fake to the doctor anyway.
went for stats lecture and was bored to deathhhh.
dragged rosni and cherie to as7 to do stats tutorial. because it's really crisis! rahhh.
oh well that's when all the negative shit started.
i've never felt so stressed about schoolwork before (maybe i did, but this is the first time this sem)
i felt totally incompetent. my japanese was a total mess this semester. i couldnt even remember all the verbs i've learnt these 4 weeks. i've yet to touch my psychology readings, except the 2 for developmental. stats's the worst. i have no idea when to use what and i'm too too tooooooo confused by all the tests (oh so much for wanting to minor in stats) inside my pc is still managable. at least i was reading the book on the bus just now.
in the end, 3 of us looked super shagged and i swear i was dragging my feet in the canteen. had fish and chips (which cheered me up a little) for lunch and cherie reminded me that i could actually go home tonight. YES. i really miss 08-437 like crazy. at least i can cook noodles as and when i like. i can open the fridge door and search for food. at least that place has a calculator. and i really miss my parents. oh yes i sound like a spoilt kid but what the heck.
so i returned to pgp, packed my bag and left school.
dropped by central before tuition.
i know it sounds loserish but i went to walk around alone.
there are times i really like walking around alone.
bagged a dress
bought cute little cakes from this japanese bakery/donut stall.
had good milk tea at fullhousecafe.
and i saw alot of things that reminded me of you
it's been 6weeks? or 8? as much as i wish to be indifferent, i can't.
and then tuition. oh well i really hate physics. i had hard time trying to explain light and colour and omg next week i have to explain electricity which is killerrrrrrr.
it's nice to be home now. cooked instant noodle with the weirdest flavour ever. like 'garlic chicken' i have zero idea where my dad got it from, but it's nissin so it's still good stuff. lala. and i'm going to share the cute cakes with mummy later when she returns home (:
tomorrow it's tuition at sengkang.
haircut!
then meeting bernie, moony and annchi at ahs for prawn mee! (:
and chiong down for internals! AHHHHH!
okk this is my mundane life. puis.
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edit;
it's the time of the year!
MOOOOONCAKES!
it's time to go taka and get some home!
lalalala.