i want to learn how to cook properly
and be a chef. haha.
or a baker.
aim aim. haha.
anyway.
heart sank.
faith lost.
too superficial.
another week ahead.
no more 15sept.
more or less settled down.
oh well
sigh sigh.
back to the lineeeee!
anyway.
i have 2 classmates in jap2 that remind me of pinger.
TOTALLY.
yuck. the suck up try to impress teachers kind.
YUCK.
ok, and it reminds me of jason tan yiliang somehow.
YOU'RE MISSED!!!
i miss gp lessons with you.
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sidenote (edited);
there's this ideal self that i've always had.
yet strangely i'm not putting in any effort to change.
laziness, excuses, i have them all.
i've always wanted to be a strong and mature girl, but somehow i dont see myself being one.
i'm too engrossed in my own stupid little thoughts, too stuck with little things, too anal with little details and fail to be emotionally strong.
i need to grow up.
bleahhhh.
but this period, i've understood that ************ ** *** ********* ** ** ****. (at least at the moment)
yupyup.