i've been wanting to tell you this, but i just can't. (i don't know why)

i'm sorry.

that you were not included in my plans for the past 2 months or so.

thus, i feel that i shouldnt be selfish and take your entire saturday off.

and while walking in far east, it just struck me that i should have joined you instead.

oh well, the same old excuses.

and i felt that i'm an absolute failure.

i've never ever tried, never ever.

so much as i want things to change, yet i've never put in any effort.

thankyou for the wait, thankyou for the company and encouragement.

thankyou for tolerating all my very weird behaviors and mentality.

thankyou for understanding me so well that some things you just know without me explaining.
thankyou for all the random games (like ant killing and trying to hold the lantern while walking across the reflexology path) and jokes (your obsession with ren tou deng long and all the ugly faces)

even though it's only a pathetic sunplaza park.

bitching about metalmouth on the train, and his very very chor lor girlfriend.
this journey has been tough, but enjoyable.

i don't know what to say, but only thankyou.

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tada, it's the midsem break!
will start mugging tomorrow! (: